switchfootrox89 (switchfootrox89) wrote,

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i want to go home.. but nobody's home

literally there is nobody home right now.. and i really need someone.. im about to have a heart attack.. me and michael broke up.........
.......................................................................... ..... i dont really know what else to say.. cuz my brain is going through a hundred different emotions right now. 2 months and 1day.. that was it.. i really really liked him..more than he could ever know.. he was like part of me. but he said he didnt feel the same way.. ive been crying since 7.. and its now 8:50.. almost 2 hours.. how sad is this.. gosh i feel like somebody ripped my heart out
~yea im broken alright.. definitly not doing spirit day tomorrow.. my spirit is basically gone.. I'M basically gone.. im not gonna be the same for awhile.. i dont know how to be. god im gonna miss him.. his kisses.. his advice.. his ability to listen.. and he pulled the whole.. "its not you its me .. i promise" thing too... he called himself about every word in the book and said he didnt deserve someone like me.. yea like that makes me feel better.. i know hes lying.. gosh w/e tears sucks ass..
i have a headache now..
lord this sucks.. i need somebody.. SOMEONE COME HOME!!!!!
why does this hurt so bad.. i guess its cuz i get attached so easily.. man i need my sister. i need some tylonel.. no actually i need michael. gosh.. how am i gonna get through all my problems without him.. he was always there to help me this year.. "sigh"

"Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside."
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