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Confusion

Um.. I just thought i would update, considering i haven't in awhile..i've been busy with school and stuff. But yea.. um its been pretty boring, i cannot wait till Christmas break. i really need a break from all the drama that comes along with school! I'm so confused about everything.. my classes..my friends...guys.! especially the last one. I really like this guy named Kyle, but I'm not sure if he likes me. He is really quiet and isn't really the kind of guy i would usually go for, but i really "feel" something there.. but at the same time everytime i see "you-know-who", i still feel the same way i did about him when we were going out! This is really tearing me up.. And now like literally EVERYONE is happy.. Lauren has Kyle (her kyle not mine lol) now and Christie has Shaun, and Katelyn has Aaron and Kriscelle has Brandon... All my closest friends have someone.. and i have no one. And i feel so alone right now. But the funny thing is that when ppl ask me to do stuff with them (which i really wanna do) i say no.. Like i would actually rather be alone. I guess it has become so natual to just stay home all the time that i don't ever want to go anywhere anymore. The only problem is... that when i'm home all by myself is when im the saddest!.. there is never anyone to talk to anymore. I need somebody. :(
Yep *Tears*...all alone.. This song really resembles how i feel right now........

"Boulevard of Broken Dreams"-
By:Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone!
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