~yea im broken alright.. definitly not doing spirit day tomorrow.. my spirit is basically gone.. I'M basically gone.. im not gonna be the same for awhile.. i dont know how to be. god im gonna miss him.. his kisses.. his advice.. his ability to listen.. and he pulled the whole.. "its not you its me .. i promise" thing too... he called himself about every word in the book and said he didnt deserve someone like me.. yea like that makes me feel better.. i know hes lying.. gosh w/e tears sucks ass..
i have a headache now..
lord this sucks.. i need somebody.. SOMEONE COME HOME!!!!!
why does this hurt so bad.. i guess its cuz i get attached so easily.. man i need my sister. i need some tylonel.. no actually i need michael. gosh.. how am i gonna get through all my problems without him.. he was always there to help me this year.. "sigh"
"Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.