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wow its been awhile   
07:50pm 08/07/2005
 
mood: bored
yee.. oh my gosh i havent updated in a long ass time.. ive been using myspace now.. i just like it better.. its easier for me.. so if you wanna check out my page or w/e go to http://www.myspace.com/megisflippinrad and leave some comments or something cuz im done with livejournal.Bye Bye
-meg-
 
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"So, why don't we go.."   
09:02pm 20/01/2005
 
mood: giggly
I've been thinking a lot lately.. which probably isn't such a good thing when it comes to me, because I tend to "over-think" things but yea just about random things and my brain is like full of weird stuff right now that I don't want to get into.. so anyways I don't really know why I'm updating, because I'm not exciting and I haven't done anything exciting lately (lol).. but I went Thrift Store shopping today and i bought the COOLEST dress from like the 80's for $3.45... well actually my sister bought it for me, because i really wanted it and i was whining (lol). But i think I'm going to wear it to the prom next year.. or this year if i get asked.. HAHAHAH RIGHT!! like that will EVER happen.. but who knows.. i went last year and i totally didn't expect that. I do NOT wanna go to school tomorrow.. today was a Snow Day and it was awesome! It felt like the weekend. But tomorrow is Friday so its cool if we have school. plus i kinda wanna get these damn exams over with. I hate tests.. i freak out so bad and i don't even know why, I know the stuff but I'm just a loser and freeze on tests. But anyways I need a life REALLY .. ok well im going to go.. bye
 
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jumbled thoughts   
06:03pm 11/01/2005
 
mood: drained
Wow.. definitly been awhile since ive updated.. been really busy with family and school and friends i guess.. plus our computer was frecking screwed up from a damn worm.. thanks shaun for fixing it! There is like so much going on right now and for the first time it has nothing to do with me!.. i mean it sorta does because they are my friends and she is my sister but yea i didnt cause it this time!.. but ok im done being confusing now.. my sister got accepted to ODU.. which is so awesome.. considering that ill probably end up at TCC so props for her.. i mean at least one of us will be at a super school... but yea im actually ok right now, except for the fact that everytime i see my sister it makes me want to cry because i dont like to see her going through pain like this and not knowing what to do. "I feel your pain lauren!.. and i love you tons so talk to me if you need to" is all i can ever say because i really dont know what to say! But our lil group of friends always contains loads of drama that im not getting into at the moment.. but yea that certain someone that i was talking about liking b4 i've pretty much given up on that.. i mean he is always talking about other girls so w/e.. ill find someone new to crush over lol.. but in english i had to write a poem for the tsunami disaster in South Asia and i would post it up here but theres way too many ways for someone to steal it and like use my work that i spent TONS of time on, so yea if u wanna read it i'll let ya.. its really good.. i think.. and it almost makes me cry everytime i read it.. because its so terrible what happened to those ppl over there.. its just amazing how one day everything can be fine and the next over 100 thousand ppl are dead!.. i mean wow, its mind bogling! but i think im gonna go take a shower and eat something..
Bye!
 
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Confusion   
09:33pm 02/12/2004
 
mood: lonely
Um.. I just thought i would update, considering i haven't in awhile..i've been busy with school and stuff. But yea.. um its been pretty boring, i cannot wait till Christmas break. i really need a break from all the drama that comes along with school! I'm so confused about everything.. my classes..my friends...guys.! especially the last one. I really like this guy named Kyle, but I'm not sure if he likes me. He is really quiet and isn't really the kind of guy i would usually go for, but i really "feel" something there.. but at the same time everytime i see "you-know-who", i still feel the same way i did about him when we were going out! This is really tearing me up.. And now like literally EVERYONE is happy.. Lauren has Kyle (her kyle not mine lol) now and Christie has Shaun, and Katelyn has Aaron and Kriscelle has Brandon... All my closest friends have someone.. and i have no one. And i feel so alone right now. But the funny thing is that when ppl ask me to do stuff with them (which i really wanna do) i say no.. Like i would actually rather be alone. I guess it has become so natual to just stay home all the time that i don't ever want to go anywhere anymore. The only problem is... that when i'm home all by myself is when im the saddest!.. there is never anyone to talk to anymore. I need somebody. :(
Yep *Tears*...all alone.. This song really resembles how i feel right now........

"Boulevard of Broken Dreams"-
By:Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everythings all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh-Ah
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah I walk alone, I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone!
 
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i stole this!   
03:09pm 18/11/2004
 
mood: blank
13 things i like (no order)...

1. song number two on the brand new cd.
2. CHRISTOPHER CARRABBA!!!
3. being with my closest friends
4. going to shows/concerts with my sister
5. being about to hang out with my sister
6. my new RED hair
7. thrift store shirts
8. busch gardens
9. a person named..haha not telling ****
10. singing to songs
11. this cheez-it part mix that im eating
12. history class
13. my eyes
Twelve Movies: (no order)
1. The Notebook
2. Romy and Michelle's High School Reunion
3. 50 First Dates
4. Hocus Pocus
5. Mean Girls
6. White Chicks
7. Mulan
8. Cabin Fever
9. Harry Potter(all)
10. The Lizzy McGuire Movie (hehe)
11. Monty Python and the Holy Grail("I fart in your general direction")
12. Grind

Eleven Bands and Artists (no order):

1. Switchfoot
2. Dashboard Confessional
3. Brand New(new cd)
4. Mae
5. Coheed and Cambria
6. The Used(new cd)
7. AFI
8. Papa Roach (new stuff)
9. Story of the Year
10. Ryan Cabrera
11. Anberlin

10 Physical Things About You:

1. Blue Eyes
2. "fake" red hair lol
3. small hands
4. short, but taller than my cici
5. flippy hair (unless its in pig tails)
6. I HAVE A GAP! lol.. well kinda but my teef are purdy!
7. i have my ears pierced?
8. i have really long legs
9. i have no style what-so-ever(t-shirts and jeans and converse!!)(i know its not physical but w/e)
10. pretty lips

Nine Good Friends: (no order)

1. Katelyn
2. Kriscelle
3. Becka
4. Lauren(my cici)
5. David
6. Christie
7. Alan
8. Amanda
9. Sara


9 Favorite Foods & Drinks:

1. Cheese!(anything with it)
2. carrots with ranch
3. Subway melts (i blame christie for this one)
4. Cheez-It Part Mix lol
5. Chicken Gorditas and Bean Burittos at Taco Bell
6. cheese pizza from Rita's
7. Mt.Dew
8. Water
9. brownies(well the good ones)

Seven Things You Wear Daily:
1. a shirt (usually one from a thrift store lol)<~~they are cute tho
2. jeans or my green pants.
3. cute socks
4. black converse aka "chucks"
5. either my drangonfly necklace or my star one.
6. underwear(today they have kermit on them!!!)
7. bra

Six Things That Annoy You:

1.stupid people
2.stuid "black" (sry not trying to be racist but its true) that cut in the lunch line and act like they dont even see you, yet they basically step on you.
3.Traffic (especially when your running late to someplace)
4.people that can't sing.. Singing <~~basically in youth group
5.my little sister
6.people who write/type U. i mean seriously how hard is it to type Y-O-U!?

Five Things You Touch Everyday:

1. a toothbrush
2. a writing untensil
3. my hair
4. a radio
5. a computer

Four Shows You Watch:
1. The OC
2. One Tree Hill
3. EverWood
4. Life As We Know It

Three Celebrities You Think Are Sexy:
1.Chris Carrabba
2.Ryan Cabrera <~~almost the same last names lol
3.Adam Brody

Two People That You Have Kissed: (the last two)
1.michael..and um
2.michael

One Person You Could Spend The Rest Of Your Life With:
1.who ever i fall in love with..???

THREE YEARS AGO, I...
1. was in 7th grade
2. was a major dork.. haha im still a dork
3. ???dont remember anything special???

ONE YEAR AGO, I...
1. was a freshman
2. was doing horrible in school
3. was shorter?? ok maybe not i dunno

YESTERDAY, I...
1. went to school
2. went to food lion with my sisters and mom
3. wrote an essay about Catherine the Great

TODAY, I...
1. went to school
2. will clean my room (ok maybe not)
3. will take a nap (at least i need to)

THREE SONGS I KNOW ALL THE WORDS TO ARE...
1. almost all the mae songs
2. number two on the BranD New Cd.. haha thats lame that i dont know the title of the song.. but i know all the words.
3. my happy ending by avril lavigne
TOP THREE LOCATIONS I'D LIKE TO RUN AWAY TO ARE...
1. katelyn's house.. cuz its close
2. Pennsylvania becauseits pretty up there
3. i wanna go to europe but u cant really "RUN" there u kinda gotta take a boat or plane lol

FIRST THREE PEOPLE I CURRENTLY THINK ABOUT ON A DAILY BASIS ARE...
1. the **** person
2. my sister
3. katelyn but usually about funny stuff that happened that day or something
 
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When the stars go blue   
01:56pm 14/11/2004
 
mood: creative
Man I have that song stuck in my head....its such a pretty song tho.. The Corrs.. "when the stars go blue". Anyways this weekend was actually not as boring as i expected... On Friday i went home with Katelyn to her house..and i got to hold their guinee-pig(or however you spell it), Moose, who is pregnate.. and then we went to see the Incredibles with Amber, Sara, and Channing... It was a really funny movie.. then i came back to Katelyn's house and Moose had her babies.. she had three lil babies lol.. they were so cute.. and they are giving me one.. YAY!..anyways.. on saturday i came home early and went to my grandmas for a bit with my mom and Caitlyn(sister).. then we took Caitlyn to this findraiser bash thing at her school... i saw Sara there but she left me.. but it was muddy and FREEZING.. so we left too. Then we went to the mall and to Chik-Fil-A...and 2day i have youth group so i had an ok weekend i guess.. but i really dont wanna go back to school tomorrow.. but w/e we get a break soon for Thanksgiving..and then soon after that we get Christmas break so thats good i guess.. im just so fed up with all the drama that comes along with school..ugh well im gonna stop complaining now.. BYe
 
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bored!   
12:11pm 31/10/2004
 
mood: crazy
LAYER ONE
Name: Megan Heath
-- Birthdate: September 28,1989
-- Birthplace: Portsmouth, Virginia(maryview hospital)
-- Current Location: Suckfuck...I mean....uhm...Suffolk, Va.
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: light brownish
-- Height: 5'5"
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: Libra

LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: i dont really know.. i know my g-pa on my mom's side is like German(aka a Nazi) and my g-ma on my mom's side has Cherokee (or w/e) in her.. i guess im a mutt lol. and my other g-ma has like dutch in her.(blue eyes)
-- The shoes you wore today: flip flops
-- Your fear: Being alone, death, spiders, and being burried alive
-- Your perfect pizza: ham..lots of cheese and little sauce
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: i wanna be a chef.

LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: hey...whats up?..nm..u?...same..bored.. lol(thats how all my convos start)
-- Your thoughts first waking up: im so tired.?!?
-- Your best physical feature: i like my eyes and lips
-- Your bedtime: whenever i feel the need to hit the sack.

LAYER FOUR

-- Pepsi or Coke: Coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King?: neither.. T-Bell or Subway
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Ice tea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate..and vanilla sometimes
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both.. really depends on my mood.

LAYER FIVE:do you..?
-- smoke: nope.. my parents do and it drives me insane..
-- Cuss: no i don't fucking cuss u bitch!..hehe
-- Sing: sometimes, randomly mostly.or when a good song comes on
-- Have a crush(es): yep.. trying to get over somebody still tho..
-- Do you think you've been in love:yep.. i have ^^^
-- Want to go to college: yep.. and culinary school.
-- Like high school: its ok.. work=easy...people=lame(way too much drama 4 me)
-- Want to get married: yeah.. i mean.. i think everyone wants to find someone!
-- Believe in yourself:not usually
-- Get motion sickness: not really.. i dont think.
-- Think you're attractive: naw..ok..maybe..ok yes.. haha.. yes..yes i do!
-- Think you're a health freak: haha.. clean freak is more like it.. my room gets cleaned all the time.
-- Get along with your parents: most of the time.. im the good kid..
-- Like thunderstorms: yeah, i like sleeping when its raining.. its soothing..
-- Play an instrument: nope.. wanna learn guitar tho.. but im too lazy to start lol.

LAYER SIX: In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: past month.. hmm.. nope actually i havent..
-- Smoked: nope,i dont smoke.
-- Done a drug: i dont think so
-- Made Out: yep.. a couple times.. (too bad we broke up)
-- Gone on a date: kinda
-- Gone to the mall? yeah, yesterday..
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos:.. thats kinda funny.. but no.. does sound like something i would do though.
-- Eaten sushi: nope, never had it... never want it either.
-- Been on stage: not in the past month.. OMG wait!! i jumped on the JCPenny stage yesterday in the mall.. does that count?!?
-- Been dumped: :(..sad
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: i ate a whole bunch.. at Rach's on friday
-- Gone skinny dipping: HAha yes.. yes i have..no.. im kidding
-- Dyed your hair: nope
-- Stolen anything: not that i know of.. thats Lauren's job.

LAYER SEVEN: Ever..
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yes, guilty
-- If so, was it mixed company: well duh
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hehehe.. yes..NEVER AGAIN!
-- Been caught "doing something": haha, no.
-- Been called a tease: not seriously
-- Gotten beaten up: by my sister lol
-- Shoplifted: i stole some gum when i was like 5 but my mom saw it and made me take it back.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: nope, i dont really care what ppl think



LAYER EIGHT: In a guy/girl..
-- Best eye color?: GREEN or blue
-- Best hair color?: depends.. i like black tho
-- Short or long hair: long but not too long.. actually it doesnt really matter
-- Height: taller than me
-- Best weight: skinny.. but muscular
-- Best articles of clothing:w/e makes them look hot.

LAYER NINE
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: zippo
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 4..not including adults in my family (my sister, Katelyn, kriscelle and Christie)
-- Number of CDs that I own:too many to count..
-- Number of piercings: 1 in each ear.. i want my lip done but im too big of a baby..i dont like pain
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 3 i think.. one for Va Opera.. one for the 4th grade opera.. and 1 for the march of dimes thingy.. o and one for the chinese new year thing we did at school.. ok 4
-- Number of scars on my body: a lot
-- Number of things in my past that I regret:wowzers.. A LOT!.. we arent going there.
OK i think its over!.. Later guys
 
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my legs feel like jello!   
09:28pm 30/10/2004
 
mood: dorky
ok well to start.. i just wanted to say that i think im finally getting over "you-know-who"..ok well today was really fun.. I hung out with Katelyn and Sara.. we went to the mall at about 11..(to buy our sluty halloween costumes).. sara went with $90.00 and left with $5.00... lol shes not very thrifty like me.. anyways.. i bought a pink and black halter top.. that im gonna have to stuff with tissues lol because of my lack of boobs!($5.50).. a black halter top(using it as a skirt)($1.50).. fishnets($2.50).. really big hoop ear rings($1.00) and blue eyeliner($1.00) and 10 items for $5 at icing.. (katelyn took 4 and i bought 6).. a watch..ring..necklace..lip gloss and 2 things of clips for my hair.. ok well we shopped for all our crap we needed.. ate lunch.. then went and bought Sara's fake boobs.. DONT ASK!... they are nice.. i wore them around her house.. i actually felt like i had bigger boobs lol.. we stayed at her house from like 4 till about 9 and tryed on our outfits for tomorrow and took funny pictures in them.. i feel extremely girly and sluty in mine.. im a "hooker princess".. katelyn is a "hooker business woman" and Sara is a "hooker kindergarden teacher" its wonderful.. yea ok.. well im tired.. and like i clearly stated b4.. my legs are like J-E-L-L-O!!.. so im hitting the sack.. gotta get up early and go to Sara's and prepare for 2morrow night and carve pumpkins..ok
Laters~
 
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i want to go home.. but nobody's home   
08:40pm 19/10/2004
 
mood: crushed
literally there is nobody home right now.. and i really need someone.. im about to have a heart attack.. me and michael broke up.........
.......................................................................... ..... i dont really know what else to say.. cuz my brain is going through a hundred different emotions right now. 2 months and 1day.. that was it.. i really really liked him..more than he could ever know.. he was like part of me. but he said he didnt feel the same way.. ive been crying since 7.. and its now 8:50.. almost 2 hours.. how sad is this.. gosh i feel like somebody ripped my heart out
~yea im broken alright.. definitly not doing spirit day tomorrow.. my spirit is basically gone.. I'M basically gone.. im not gonna be the same for awhile.. i dont know how to be. god im gonna miss him.. his kisses.. his advice.. his ability to listen.. and he pulled the whole.. "its not you its me .. i promise" thing too... he called himself about every word in the book and said he didnt deserve someone like me.. yea like that makes me feel better.. i know hes lying.. gosh w/e tears sucks ass..
i have a headache now..
lord this sucks.. i need somebody.. SOMEONE COME HOME!!!!!
why does this hurt so bad.. i guess its cuz i get attached so easily.. man i need my sister. i need some tylonel.. no actually i need michael. gosh.. how am i gonna get through all my problems without him.. he was always there to help me this year.. "sigh"

"Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside."
 
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Tired   
11:59am 17/10/2004
 
mood: drained
This past week has been pretty good i guess.. just easy school work and crap.. then on Friday i went to Busch Gardens after school with Lauren, Christie and Shaun.. and it was fun... except for the whole clown experiance.. (i hate clowns) and they made me go in a "Paranoid Demention" thingy where there were clowns everywhere. It wasnt fun.. but w/e yesterday i went to Kings Dominion with My mom, lauren, chrisie, erin, shaun, michael, kim, her daughter heather, heathers friend Marley, Sandy her kids Michael, Jessica and Nick and Michael's friend that i dont know his name but he looks like Jack Osbourne.! anywho. um it was really fun.. besides the fact that we only rode like 7 rides lol.. the lines were super long.. but i think me and michael were annoying my sister a bit with the constant kissing and hugging but w/e i dont care it hasnt been just me and him for awhile so we took advantage of it. But yea we picked the coldest day so far this year to go i think lol.. and their Halloween set up was gay as crap.. but i had fun cuz i was there with michael.. and then like all of us fell asleep on the way home it was funny.. i woke up and everyone that rode with us (lauren, christie, michael, shaun, and erin) were out.. and mom was talking to herself upfront to stay awake lol.. it was funny.. but yea im gonna go rest now cuz im tired.. Later Taters!
*Me*
 
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GRR~   
02:49pm 05/10/2004
 
mood: stressed
oh my gosh.. im having the worst day ever.... no joke! Its like people dont even care if they are being total asses to other people they just say whatever the fuck they want.. even if it is gonna hurt somebody's feelings.. it really makes me mad..for example yesterday some girl in gym was like girl ur wearing blue shorts and a black jacket.. like i wasnt aware of what color i was wearing.. so when i said so.. she frecking got all pissed and started her whining black girl rage.. lord some ppl and their god damn drama.. and then all day 2day ppl were saying crap about my hair.. o.. "u should grow ur hair out again.. u look like a guy".. well FUCK YOU!.. i like it like this and thats all that matters.. personally i think its cuter short.. i dont have to deal with all the curls and putting it up all the time.. and 2day in gym we had practice for the mile.. and she said we could walk.. so of course i did.. i hate to run.. and im really really outa shape.. like people are always like but ur so skinny u cant be outa shape.. BULL SHIT!.. if u have asthma and u dont exercise ur legs... that is outa shape.. but like everyone was ahead of me.. i feel so dumb in gym.. i hate to run.. it makes me sad. and i have a frecking test in history 2morrow and a project due in there.. and i have a spanish test and a project due in biology.. so this is gonna be just DANDY!... watch out ppl im gonna be a bitch! o and i miss michael so much right now.. i hate not being able to hang out with him.. i dont realize how much i love him until hes not around.. it makes me sad.. and i feel like im gonna cry cuz ive had a horrible day.. and im sick of school.. and im sick of people and im just sick of EVERYTHING!.. i need a vacation.
Later~
 
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ladeda   
09:39pm 17/09/2004
 
mood: hyper
hey!... i just got back from the movies.. i went to see cellular with becca katelyn sara and allan g... it was a really good movie.. like seriously good as crap!.. i wish michael could have went wif us tho! but he went to his mommas this weekend in va beach.. im eating a lunchable.. its muy "yummy"<~~dont know the spanish word for that.. chicken wraps are good.. well im super hyper and im tired at the same time.. so im gonna like go do something to make me less hyper!.. like sleep... Later Tators(totally stole that from rachael).. BYE~~
*Me*
 
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Back To School.!!! ugh..   
04:47pm 08/09/2004
  well actually it isnt that bad.. im having a really good time so far.. except the fact that i only have 1 class with michael.. but we will live.. plus its a lunch class so we have lunch 2gether.. my sister is in there too.. mike doesnt like her lol.. but yea.. um.. the teachers that i was scared about meeting were actually not 1/2 bad.. except english.. oMG! im gonna shoot myself.. i thougt she was gonna let me outa the whole summer reading shit.. but no.. she just gave me 2 more weeks to do it.. ugh.. what a bitch.. but lord there is just so much drama that comes along with school.. and i guess u dont really realize it until u leave and come back.. and then u are like gosh.. i did not miss this shit! like ppl not understanding each other.. and confusing ppl words.. but yea.. im not going into detail with that.. just know that it is all resolved.. but yea.. um.. im gonna go eat dinner now!.. ill update later this week or if something actually interesting happens.. i like to keep Melanie informed of what is happening at River lol..since she left us .. :(.. but she is going to KF.. which seems like a cool school.. idk.. but LATER! bye  
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ick!.. im sick lol.. <~that rhymed   
11:42am 05/09/2004
 
mood: sick
Not a lot has happened since the last time i wrote.. hmm.. school starts in 2 days! WOOT WOOT! YIPPEE! man i wanna go back. but at the same time i dont.. cuz i know by December im gonna be wishing it was summer.. school is just way to long.. but this year i can tell is gonna be cool.. my sister said 10th gd was her fav year.. and that is what every1 else says too.! so i hope i have a fun year.. plus i have michael so its gonna be nice to have someone to look forward to seeing everyday. But yea like the subject clearly stated.. IM SICK.. and right b4 school starts too! i havent been sick all summer.. but now i have a sinus infection!..uck! every1 in my family has had it lol.. now they passed it to me! yay.. (gonna kick their asses) i really detest being sick.. it makes me tired and im so used to being hyper and having loads of energy.. but now im just like ugh!.. sleepy time.. i just took some triaminic crap that tasted like barf and its making me feel a lil better. ok back to another subject.. school.. i think i have a lot of semi-challenging classes this year.. Hon english, hon history and hon alg.2.. which in some cases is bad.. but each of those are also 1 1/2 credits which means less classes to take later.. yea baby lol! short 12 gd year! i cant wait to be a senior.. but i also dont want to go to college lol.. i like having ppl to depend on for stuff.. when i go to college its gonna be me.. by myself.. well except for katelyn.. she is comming with me where ever i go! This is gonna be a long post cuz im bored and there is nothing to do.. and im dreading reading the last couple chapters of my book for eng. but i guess i must.. (cutting close arent i) lol but i dont have to do a project on this one thank god.. but i have a feeling that im gonna be getting a ZERO on the 1st day of english.. (man thats a good start!) b-cuz i dont think they are gonna except my report.. cuz i was origninally in reg. english but when i got my schedule i was in hon.. so i read the book that we have to take a test on but im not doing that other shit.. 4get them.. and if they dont transfer my grades.. it wasnt my fault.. my mother will be talking to the principal!.. hehe i love having athority over teachers in my school.. they wince at the thought of a parent comming to complain.. that they basically higher ur grade lol. i really hope none of my teachers are like Mrs. Parker.. man that woman could drive u insane! she was like a 1 woman army.. and she was such a bitch!.. but i survived her class.. and i dont think she is teaching anymore cuz she has some sorta disease.. tragic.. haha not.. she sought to make my life a living hell last year.. but i do feel mean 4 just saying that.. i hope she is ok! ok well im done i think.. im gonna go cuz im talking to mike now.. BYE!~
 
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really really bored now lol   
08:20pm 24/08/2004
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Nightmare Before Christmas!


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ladeda.. im bored   
06:49pm 24/08/2004
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Alco-pop


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been awhile since i updated...   
10:07am 20/08/2004
 
mood: happy
hey.. its been quite awhile since ive updated...but not that much has been going on.. since my life is kinda dull.. but as of last night i have a bf(Michael).. lol im a cheeseball i know.. but u know what.. im happy.. hes really sweet. Anywho.. i finished my summer reading crap.. and i kinda slacked on it and did a shitty job but i really dont care cuz im changing into hons. english i think after the 1st week anyways.. i've been feeling awful lately.. i think i had the flu or something.. but im feeling a lot better now.. except my stomach still hurts.. i havent eaten that much in the past couple days.. which is weird cuz im the kinda person that eats like everything lol.. and no im not fat either.. quick metobolism(sp) i guess.. who knows.. but anyways.. Michael has to go to his mom's this weekend.. :-( but i wanna hang out b4 he goes.. sadly he leaves 2morrow and has plans 2nite.. i might just be like michael im comming with u and ur dad to the movies 2nite lol... but w/e ok im gonna go now.. katelyn just got on.. BYe
 
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lalalala   
12:49pm 08/08/2004
 
mood: blah
wow.. im extremly bored.. and the summer is just like gone.. there is like nothing to do.. and nothing on tv... this is like the most bored i have ever been lol.. i need to get out more.. i need more friends.. i need something to take up some time in my life cuz it is way to blah.. so.. i know i havent written in awhile.. but like i said there really isnt anything to write about.. i still like the same guy even tho he doesnt like me.. i know stupid.. but i cant help it.. anyways.. im hungry.. and katelyn got back yesterday so im gonna go call her and talk to her 4 a bit.. ok ill write again later if i get too bored..
 
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blah   
11:14am 25/07/2004
 
mood: tired
last night i went to help amber babysit at mrs becca's house.. and they werent home like the whole night so we had a huge house to ourselves.. it was nice.. we just caught up and talked and watched the baby or course.. and got online and talked to her friends jeremy and willie and a guy named ross that lives in Va. Beach.. CLOSE!! and he was really cute too.. and yea i might have to go meet him.. well with a LARGE group of friends just in case he is a rapist lol.. but he seemed really cool.. which is good.. but yea i talked to kriscelle and she is trying to hook me up with this guy named eric.. from what she says he is pretty cute and has a really nice body.. i just wish i could see him... but anywho i was up till 3:30 am and just got home so im gonna go.. sleep! or clean my room or something.. im leaving for richmond 2morrow.. we are going to kingsdominion for 2 days and staying in a hotel.. and im gonna see lots of hotties!! hehe.. wow ever since the whole matt thing.. i realized why i didnt see all the hot guys in the world.. cuz i guess i was so infatuated with matt.. and i still kinda am i think but i am trying to get him outa my head.. cuz its really really getting to me.. so ok im gonna go.. BYE~
 
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bored again   
12:08pm 19/07/2004
  well i guess this is sorta like me.. except im not really popular.. im actually pretty much a geek.. but all i ever do is write on livejournal and listen to music.. even tho i dont listen to new found glory.. anyways.. Yea im gonna go find something productive to do.. BYE
pop punk
YOU ARE POP PUNK!

You are the most popular kid you know! You spend
most of your time at home writing on live
journal and listening to your favorite new
found glory cds, and practicing for your high
school band (you guys got a show with the
sloppy meateaters soon). You are a master at
the art of designing eye catching patch
arrangements on your mail carrier bag, and are
thinking about dying your hair green some day
soon. Your fresh new sense of Avril/Slipknot
style makes you the envy of every little kid
who thinks it is still cool to listen to the
Offspring.


What is your anti-conformist personality?
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